fri (19/5) - it was sports dae. aquila was outcasted can?!?! we were like so far away from the rest. laughs. participated in 4 x 100m and the novelty run. i think swing ran really well! :) anyway, had lunch at causeway point with the cheerleaders and headed back sch for our 2 dae 1 nite cheerleading camp. we would be performing for the RHD's event with the chong boon sec cheerleaders so we were practising for our dance together the whole evening. chatted over dinner and there were an exchange of stories from everyone! amazing. it's so cheerleaders isnt it?
had our session of games at the foyer after dinner. played musical chairs and everyone had to do a forfeit, which is to catwalk in resemblance of an opposite gender. laughed till i dropped. goodness gracious, it was ludicrous! and oh, jafni was OUR CHAMPION MODEL! next was some flour game making all of us look like monsters! HAHA. pretty and handsome cheerleaders huh! the last game was to try bursting the balloons tied to everyone's legs. omg. i hate balloons pls! watched a short preview of a cheerleading movie before we went to bed. mel was such a sweetie b'cos she shared her slping bag with me! :)
i aint that efficacious to make people in sch turn their back against you. but if you choose to believe otherwise, i'll benignantly thank you. you mouthed the words "you bloody bitch" to -not one- , but a few. doesnt it hurt to them at all? you cant blame them for not liking you then. it's audacious of you to want to get so close to someone else's gf to the extent they broke up and go around telling people it's nothing wrong at all. i just dont understand. i need an elucidation pls.
anyway, im starting to like green. cos jon loves green! =D
fri (26/5) - our fourth month was special. jon prepared western food for dinner. OMG. i didnt know she can cook! laughs. how sweeet. happy fourth month baby dearest! :)
tues (30/5) - why is it that we alwaes quarrel whenever we meet up? i cant stand it!! argh. this is bad. my gf cut her wrist and i couldnt stop her? sigh. it was just so wrong of me to have shouted at her. i duno wad got into me either. i cant promise you anything but trust me, you're my only love.
"i dont think i can love you anymore". NO. i didnt say those words. and i wouldnt bear to. for every single thing that im unhappy abt, you tried your best to change for me. and i really appreciate your effort for doing so. i guess i just have got to be patient. it's just that i've been through too much and this journey just wasnt easy for me. especially so for my last 2 relationships. but for one thing, i know you're the heart i can trust. thank you for hanging on so tightly to this relationship.
Even in a candlelight You shine so bright And you're so beautiful.