Monday, November 14, 2005
everything seemed to be moving on so fast without me. i guess you've just left me behind as well. sighhh. i tried to be strong. i tried to smile. i tried to let go. i tried to tell myself everything's gonna be fine. but deep down, i know im shaking inside. this feeling wont go awae no matter how hard i try. i cant reach out to you. and all the tears i've cried, will never bring you back to me. all that surrounds me, seem to be more than just secrets.
just in case you've forgotten, todae's the 14th. it would have been our very first one month tgr. but sadly, everything's over. glad to see that you've moved on and happy with someone else now. im sorry, but i cant help feeling that the reasons you gave for the break up are plain excuses. my love for you has never ever changed since the very beginning. i swear your pretty smiles are what i die for. baby, i'll never ask for anything else besides your happiness.
it's been ages since i mean it when i smile. silly acts are just something which help to make me feel better. i seriously duno what i've been doing the past few daes. your shadows keep echoing in my dreams. please, set me free for once. meanwhile, i need my sleep really badly.
( it's not how close or far apart we are, it's how much we value each other. for me, you were heaven's gift. a special person i loved. )
`dazzle* _go green10:05 PM