Sunday, September 18, 2005 [in case you didnt know, todae would have been our seventh month and still going. i've learnt to pick myself up slowly step by step from the fall. it's so painful. as i walked out from the dark tunnel, i saw lights. i've found myself in love again. sigh. i hope this time it wouldnt hurt again. not anymore.]
wasnt in a good mood ytd. i wanted to go queensway shopping centre to buy my sports shorts. rex came to accompany me! :) she's still sick. it just pains me to see her coughing. we sat down to talk before going home. guess wad? she told me the most upseting news i dread to hear. she's still going to the states afterall. sigh. in short, she's still leaving. she hugged me as i cried. that was the comfort i got after my long lost journey i've been walking myself.