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Friday, May 20, 2005 so many things happened todae.. sigh. im feeling so lost. so lost without ur presence. i went to meet steff after school todae..we went shoppin around in town. i got a msg from kai in the afternoon. wad made me damn sad and disappointed was that she wants to reconsider our r/s. at that instant, i just wanted to break down. she feels we quarrel often and that i dun understand her. sigh. i guess it's a matter of time when she wants me to go. =(( i've been crying for the past 9 hrs ever since i got her msges. feeling so unwell now.. got fever. my heart's been shattered to bits... are u gonna piece them together? anyway.. cheryl.. joanne and carolyn came to meet up wif us. im glad i've got my friends with me.. if not i duno wad silly things i might start doing. i was thinking of her the whole time and each time i called or smsed her.. i'll start crying. it hurts to see your cold attitude towards me. i want you to know that since i've already chosen you.. you're the one i wanna be with. i've given you my heart.. pls dun lose it. pls dun.
[a moment ago.. i saw you in my dreams. when i woke up.. i realised that you're not there anymore. you're gone. gone with the wind. leaving me alone in the darkness to fend myself.]
