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Wednesday, May 25, 2005 my heart's so full of uncertainties. my heart's shattered and torned apart. will you be there to piece back everything? sigh. she's so cold to me now. she doesnt care anymore. she's so different now. i called her and said hi ytd but she hung up the fone on me. she didnt wanna talk to me at all until sky called her. im sorrie for giving away ur number. really sorry. i know you dun have time for this relationship.i know you have the choice to choose who you wanna be with. i understand. but are you gonna let go of everything and end this love story after wad we've been through? you're so heartless. so much for putting in my hundred and one percent into this relationship.. so much so trusting you and sharing my everydae happenings with you.. so much for caring and alwaes worrying abt you. im so disappointed. i broke down so many times in school todae. how can i forget you when you're constantly in my mind all this while? i hate myself. i hate my life. it's not easy to let you go. i cant. =( im sorry for being so selfish. it's not that i purposely wanna cry but i cant help it. get it? sigh. hmmm. im touched by wad sky's doing for me. he wants to do just sth for me to make up for the hurt he gave me last time too. sigh. but he's most probably going to a boy's home so he wont be there to take care of me anymore. sigh. everyone's leaving me. he gave me two of his frens contact so that they will be there if i need someone to talk to. anyway i wanna thank sky's fren.. suling for being so sweeet. rite now.. i dun wanna give you pressure and i dun wanna annoy you anymore. im sorry for all that has happened. just hope that you'll make a right choice and dun ever regret. i'll alwaes want the best for the person i love. meanwhile.. i just want to let you know that i'll still be there for you if you ever need me.. cos that was my promise to you. take care alwaes.
