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Sunday, May 22, 2005 i miss our sweet old times. i miss you even more. i admit i do feel a tinge bit of jealousy when i see couples walk pass me. sigh. i just saw you ytd but i started to miss you the moment i got onto the bus. i felt so stoned the whole of ytd. sth just seemed to be missing in my life. i duno wad either. im tired both emotionally and physically. just hope that you love me the same way as you used to. sigh. this is killing me. you duno how torturous it is. hmmm. i went to have dinner with my yiqin babie and the rest at S11 after work den went to meet sky over at toa payoh. we sat down to talk at macs. somehow i feel that he's different from wad i used to think of him. really so diff. he sent me to the mrt station and when i was reaching ps... he called to say all the best. he even called me up on fri when he saw my nick on msn. i was really so happy when i knew i was gonna meet up wif kai cos i haven seen her for 3 weeks plus already. but i was just speechless when i saw her ytd. we sat outside rocky master. i've got so much that i wanted to tell her and let her know... but everything was just left unsaid. undone. although we hardly talked.. the fact that she said beside me made me felt contented. really happy. i dun expect much.just her presence will do. so much has happened. but wadever it is.. i just wanna say i've never regretted loving you. i just want you to be happy alwaes. that's all i ask for.
[as your shadows turn away from me.. everything seemed to be so cold. so empty. it's gone]
