Monday, April 11, 2005 sigh. i just felt down suddenly when i saw kai's msg this morning. maybe i think too deep at times. but somehow the little things that she do really affect me or make me cry easily. maybe im just not a gf good enuff for her. sigh. i'll alwaes give in no matter wad cos i rather our r/s be a smooth sailing one. i've really given in my all for this relationship to make things work out. i've really tried. i just wanna say i'll hold on tight.. i love you my dear.. i hope you do too :(