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Saturday, January 15, 2005 went to see a doctor yesterdae and got an mc! kinda pon sch wif cheryl... anyway so many peeeps came town to find me at work yesterdae. rephyrx di was at town and she purposely walked to paragon to look for me! :) next cheryl came to disturb me! haha. she's damn nice cos she tried to help me get Qs by asking pple to help me do survey! goldfish came to find me tooo! ehhh. she's so sweeet kaee.. cos she fed me wif chocolates! yummms. den she was like telling me it's so weird w/o me in sch and she misses me! hmm. actually could have gotten 2 Qs yesterdae but i had one short tour.. 58mins kaeee! only 2 more mins den can count as a Q! so wasted! :( oh wells. i went for dinner wif rephryx di after work and went home at 10 plus. was on my way home in the mrt den monkey msged me. she told me she still loves her ex a lot. i felt damn sad and really shattered.. but i dun blame her at all. she was apologising for being too rush abt things and stuff.. i told her it was alrite. but deep down.. i could feel the pain. -sigh. the very first person i thot of sms-ing was cheryl cos she never fails to make me laugh, second to monkey. aiyer i was really super sad.. and just thot of breaking down. i duno why too. this lady sitting beside me in the mrt was like asking me if i was alrite. i sat downside my house there and thot for sometime and started crying :(((( monkey doesnt want me anymore! i seldom cry over someone kae.. the only one who made me cry for the most was sky. but now.. i've lost all feelings for sky. im really serious abt everything. im so tired.. if only there was someone who would be there to lend me a shoulder to cry on forever and ever. cheryl kept consoling me and she told me there's alwaes tml.. wif each passing dae.. it's a brand new start and she'll be wif me all the way. she promised me that although monkey's gone.. she's here to stay and that i've got her. -sigh. im so tired and confused over everything. just need a shoulder badly to cry on :(((( was on the fone wif cheryl from 11.30 to around 2am. she's really damn sweet and i really appreciate everything she's done. she kept trying to make me laff over the fone larhh. so funnie and we kept talking abt food! i woke up this morning wif swollen eyes kaeee. not pretty anymore! :( was late for work so i took a cab down. goldfish called me in the morning to ask if i was alrite. cheryl was also smsing me the whole time during my working hours. i was working at rolex and i've got 3Qs todae! after work... me connie and yiqin accompanied bernard to heeren cos he wanted to get a present for his fren. i went home at abt 9 plus.. and took a bus home. on the way.. monkey smsed me.. but i just got a really weird feeling. i duno wad issit and why too. everything just feels so different. so different from the past. -sigh.
