Sunday, November 07, 2004 haiya okie i reallly duno wad to say now. but it's like i feel that he's alwaes lying to me. he's being really unfair to me. i've been like trying to do everything i can to 'save' the r/s and yet he doesnt seem to care! like why???? wth. im really tired already. he's alwaes making me wait and wait for like the damn day! everyone says i shldnt have gone back to him but it's like i really wanna give ourselves another try and hopefully things might be diff. and he was the one who wanted to patch back larh. i've been like alwaes helping him to speak out in front of my frens that's cos i know he aint that kinda person. everything that i do it's for him. he never understands. arh.. fine if he doesnt. the whole world seems so sad now. oh anyway. i love my new template! thanks grace!